Today's installment still has us at the Island Shrine. We get a view on what happened from the "church musicians" on duty while Clete is there trying to make nice with the local gods (whom he thinks are just silly figments of his hosts' imagination, but he's a least going through the motions).
Clete is a Presbyterian, so he has no business being so intolerant of people who believe in unseen things represented by physical symbols, but there it is. That's how it goes.
The spotlight falls back again on the character Feng, Phoenix Guardian Princess of the South. She is sharp in multiple ways. So is her daughter Wen who interviews her. Those who have sharp children know that at some point in their young adult lives they will point that sharpness at you and work to deflate you. They don't mean ill. It's just the blueprint working itself out. How you react to that inevitable attack is the test of yourself. My advice is that you should put up a fight, but let them win.
The next installment will have Clete's recollection of this same morning.
Thanks for reading.
Love,
Pops
U.S. Time: Sunday, July 29, 2012
Island Time: Dragon, Month 6, Day 11, Xingqi 7
[Recorder’s note: Recorded recollections by Wen, apprentice
guqin player and court musician, recounted to the Guardian Princess of History,
Prophecy, and Lore, documenting Dr. Wong’s visit to the Shrine.]
Qin Qin: You have
recounted the conversations you had with your mother regarding that day. Go
ahead and tell us those for the record.
Wen: Jie came by our home one evening and mentioned that
that Dr. Wong said that he would like to visit The Shrine and pay respects to
the local gods, as well as to do his own devotion that coming Day Seven. She
knew that he was a Christian and also knew that Christians like to use music
when they worship, so would my mother and I be willing to provide something for
him? I agreed immediately of course, but Mother, she was unsure. That’s very
uncharacteristic of her, as you know.
“We can’t help. We don’t know any
Christian music,” said Mother.
“We know ‘Amazing Grace’ and ‘Home Sweet
Home,’” I suggested.
“Perhaps, but it’s only two things,” said
Mother, “and I’m not even sure that they are religious songs. And their notes
do not fall well on the qin, at least not easily. They will sound like
mistakes.”
“I don’t mean to correct you, but Amazing
Grace falls perfectly on the open strings.”
“Oh, I guess it does, doesn’t it? It must
be Irish or Scottish.”
“In any case,” said Jie, “he did not make
any requests so do not concern yourself with American religious music. I think
he would be pleased with anything you would provide to create a harmonious
atmosphere for him.” She went on. “He said he plays the American folk guitar so
I’m sure as a musician he understands the limitations and will not hold it
against your skill.”
“Clete is a musician!?” Mother complained,
“Wah. That makes it even the worse. I can’t play for him. It will make me too
nervous.”
“But Mother, you play beautifully. How
about the Nomad Flute Song Cycle? It would be perfect, since Dr. Wong is a
wanderer himself.”
“Excellent
idea. I agree,” Jie said. “Auntie, please don’t underestimate your talent.
Anyway we don’t know if he’s any good at the guitar.”
“Maybe we can find out,” I suggested. “We
have that old, four-string moon guitar that nobody plays. We could string it
and see if he would enjoy practicing on it?”
“That IS a thought—he might enjoy that as
a pastime. But that’s beside our purposes though,” said Mother. “As for what we
play, I suppose he probably won’t know any better. Westerners always think
every song on the guqin sounds alike. But I don’t understand American folk
music myself for that matter. Much too simplistic.”
“I understand Christians do a lot of
singing, so the simpler the better probably,” Jie offered.
“I can do any of the ‘Ocean’ series. I
think I have them ready,” I said.
“And just how long do we need to play?”
asked Mother.
“I don’t know,” said Jie. “But I’m pretty
sure Christians have long silences when they pray.”
“How will we know when to be silent?” I asked.
“I’ll be attending to him. When and if you
need to stop I’ll come to you.”
“Well, the professor can take as long as
he wants. I can do improvisations until the sun sets,” I said.
“WEN. That is NOT the right attitude. You
must have humility to be a devotional player,” Mother gave me her blackest
look.
“Understood,” I said humbly. But that’s
certainly how I feel. I can just on and on.
Qin Qin: So how did it all go?
Wen: It was perfectly fine. Mother and I switched off a few
times. We played without stop. It was fun. It was the first time I’ve played
for an audience. In fact he came over afterward and paid all kinds of
compliments to Mother. She REALLY liked that—I could tell. In fact, It prompted
me to have a conversation with her as we cleaned up and put away things. About
Dr. Wong in particular. Especially considering we had been given assignments to
observe him and all.
Qin Qin: Oooo. Sounds very interesting. Go ahead.
Wen: I was just curious about what mother thought about the
Professor in that regard, but rather than ask outright I thought to take a
different approach. We finally put away all of our things and were preparing to
go home and dress for work.
“Mother, the Seconds have been having some
discussion lately about Island prophecy and lore. I wonder if I could get your
opinion?”
“Qin Qin has been talking up her history
project then has she?”
“Something like that. The question is,
‘What do you think the Great Prince will look like?’”
“When that event happens, his coming, it
will just happen. Do not spend your time dreaming about that eventuality.”
“My question is not about me. My question
is what you think.”
She gave me a perplexed look, trying to
figure out what I was really asking. She sighed and replied. “As I have gotten
older, and especially when you came of age, I have stopped thinking about such
things. I have no idea now.”
“But what did you use to think? Back when
you cared.”
I admit it. It was a provocative
statement. Mother did not like being analyzed. “And when did you start thinking
it was fine to speak so sharply to your mother? It’s Wong’s influence isn’t it?”
I can tell when her emotion is heightened in his regard. She drops his
honorific.”
“If you just want to NOT answer me, that’s
fine.”
She looked up into the rafters of the
Shrine. “He would be a great scholar. Versed in many languages. Knowledgeable
in poetry and literature. And science and mathematics. Also politics, law, history,
and current human affairs. His personal qualities? Confident. Self-assured.
Brash. A risk taker. But kind to women and children and animals. An excellent
horseman. Good with the sword and archery. A master of the guqin, the scholar’s
instrument. Takes care of his parents.”
“So. A superior man in the traditional
sense.”
“Very much so.”
“Was he handsome in your mind’s eye?”
Mother laughed to herself. “In my more
immature days, yes. But such outward appearance is not important. What kind of
man do you think he is?”
“He would be my adoptive father then,
right? I just see him as being wise and being willing and able to take care of
you and me.”
“Only two criteria? But hard ones. Wise
men are rare. Someone who can take care of me is even rarer.”
“Mother, what would you say if I said that
if you are willing to broadly interpret some of your qualities of the Prince,
you are describing Professor Wong?”
She was appalled by what I said. I thought
she was going to hit me. “You are out of your mind. He knows mathematics and
science, and that’s about it.”
“This week, he downloaded a study guide he
had put together for a group of 15-year-olds at his church for us to use in
getting familiar with western literature. He said he originally drafted it in
the summer that he was 16 when he decided to read the 100 Great Books of the
West since he had 100 days of vacation. He pulled out all the quotable passages
that were the essence of the work so that they could be quoted in essay tests.
His system works. Our essays are all sounding more facile. He still keeps the
100 Great Books all in his head.”
“But his language skills are terrible.”
“True his conversational Japanese and
Chinese are very childish and halting. But he e-mails his business associates in
Russian, Arabic, Turkish, French, and Spanish. If you count computer languages,
he programs in four. If you count calculus and chemistry as professional
languages, it’s even more. If you count his math software, it’s even more than
that.”
“Guqin player? He’s not that.”
“He plays the piano and guitar. And what
else did he say? The violin a little?”
“Horseman. What about that?”
“He holds international operators’ licenses
to pilot boats, small airplanes, helicopters, and tractor trailer vehicles. I think
that was all in his dossier.”
“Current public affairs?”
“All those credentials he presented at his
introduction to the council? There are pictures of him with the rulers of all
those countries on his computer shaking hands over energy projects. Qin Qin
showed them to me.”
“I don’t believe it. Anyone can take a
picture. It’s not possible with that man. He’s just a part-time teacher. That’s
what he said.”
“Why would the prime minister of Japan
take a picture with a part-time American teacher? I wonder that there is more
to him. He works on his e-mails and phone calls while we are working on our
class assignments. He DOES curse up a storm in all languages he knows. I think
he is just responding to the men he works with though. I would count that
toward fulfilling your requirements for confidence and aggression.”
“He is only a teacher. And a
self-described failure as an oil finder. What about the other things?
Swordsman? Filiality?”
“I don’t know, but I somehow suspect that
if I asked, I am sure he I would learn that he can shoot a rifle or a short gun.
A call to that man who is his sponsor, whom I think he said once that he knows
him since childhood, would give you the answer to his relationship with his
parents. I think you should sit in on our classes sometime, Mother. I think
even you would learn something.”
“This is all impossible. Ridiculous. If
you bend rules, anybody can be made to fit any criteria.”
“Don’t worry Mother. If you reapply your
criterion for being strong and handsome, then I think you can feel secure that
you have not overlooked him as a candidate.”
“Don’t patronize me. Maybe he is some sort
of confidence man—a swindler or pirate?”
“But we know those types of people very
well. They are our subjects after all? And he doesn’t seem the type to me.”
“The Great Prince would NOT be such a
profane man.”
“He does not curse at me or in front of
me. He is the perfect gentleman teacher. Would you like to know why I think
that’s so?”
“Let’s hear it.”
“I give him respect and deference that one
should accord a great scholar. I decided that I would treat him as if he were
the Great Prince. In return, he treats me like a lady. You mother, and most of
the other First Princesses, on the other hand treat him as he were just another
alien worker. Even though the council has granted him ambassador status. Does
he even know that?”
“Your Aunt Lee is supposed to tell him.”
“Do you know what he calls you? Behind
your back?”
“No. You tell me.”
“He calls you ‘the Vice Provost.’”
“And do you know what he means by that?”
“It’s not a compliment. It’s the title of
his most troublesome boss at his university. He thinks you are a tyrannical
harpy of a supervisor.”
“And he told you that directly? How rude!”
“Not only that, he told me that he gave me
the seat of highest scholastic honor to start with because of you.”
“That MAN! That is NOT the lesson I want
taught.”
“He said it was mine if I could keep it.”
“And
have you?”
“Yes.”
“Well then. How he reacts to a woman who
respects standards is his problem. Not mine.”
“I like and respect him a lot Mother.
That’s NOT how I want him to think of you. And I don’t think you want that
either.”
“How would you like me to regard him?”
“I don’t know. I think you would enjoy one
another’s company a great deal if you would resolve your differences. You have
a lot in common. Sometimes I think you need a friend to talk to beyond your
cousins. And I think you would enjoy a MALE friend.”
“And what purpose with friendship with him
serve? He’s only going to be here a short time.”
“If we were to move to U.S. territory, he
could be a helpful contact. I don’t wonder that he might give you his phone to
call you and talk.”
“What makes you think we are going to
move? Anywhere?”
“So we are staying here then? Forever?”
“Now you’re being silly.” She dodged my
question and I just let it lie. And I stayed silent. “He has his purposes for
us and his duties for himself. And I have mine. And these speculations are
dangerous. He’s an unknown quantity to us. We can’t be sure he means well or
ill here.”
“AND JUST WHAT danger does he present?
What would he plunder from us? A few hundred pounds of fish? As many of your
prized fowl that he could carry? That would be six in cages, by the way. Resin
from the incense trees? I hear that’s expensive. If there were anything of
value here, wouldn’t any of the several protectorates would have taken it a long
time ago? And if he were a bad man, wouldn’t the curse defeat him anyway?”
Mother was silent. I felt I had to speak
to fill the air. “It’s all right Mother. You answered my original question.
Thank you. It’s only an intellectual question since I know you’ve become an
agnostic as far as the belief in the Coming of the Prince is concerned. I am not
saying Dr. Wong is The One. But the Seconds are just all comparing notes on the
legend of the Prince since the recorded descriptions are so vague and fragmented
according to Qin Qin. Everybody has different lists of ideals that he possesses,
but the strange thing I find is that he fulfills many of them—not just yours.”
Wen: Afterward I almost felt sorry that we had had that
conversation. I don’t know what made me so defensive on the Professor’s behalf.
I expected Mother to strike me as she has when I have gotten so verbally
assertive. She muttered something about my being grown and able to think on my
own and that maybe she was done with this world. I don’t think she realized
that I was quite so fully aware of her apostasy. I felt like she had not
reconciled herself to her own beliefs about the world and why we were here. She
was very quiet and depressed for a long time afterward. It’s her own fault
though. She raised me to be observant and to think.
Qin Qin: So where are you now on the issue of Clete as
Prince?
Wen: You’ve moved me off of NO. But I’m not on YES.
Qin Qin: Yet.
Wen: Yes, yet. Qin? This is not just a game. Mother was greatly
troubled by my just asking these questions. She was glum for hours afterward. Where
is this going to go?
Qin Qin: Probably nowhere. But I am NOT going nowhere. I am going
to follow truth wherever it takes me. Are we lost princesses in exile or are we
just a bunch of girls on a Pacific island? I don’t know about you, but I know
what I want to do either way. I am being totally honest about what I want for
myself. I do NOT intend to live my mother’s life.
Wen: So what then? You’re going to use Dr. Wong for your own
purposes?
Qin Qin: I am not
going make him do anything that he doesn’t already want to do for me. He wants
me to go to college. You too, by the way. He wants me to be more than a charcoal maker. I can’t even
say that about my own mother. What about you?
Wen: I … I think this conversation is over. Your tone is
starting to make me angry. Why do you always do this? Why do you push us to
think ill of you? If we go on, I am only going to say something unkind, so I am
stopping now.
Qin Qin: I don’t know why you’re getting upset. I just
stated my own feelings. And you know what? Even if he isn't The One, I will not be staying here. But I agree, we’ve exhausted the subject for now. Thank
you.
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Be truthful and frank, but be polite. If you use excessive profanity, I'll assume you have some kind of character flaw like Dr. Wong. Tks!